Sometimes You Just Don't Know

Have you ever had that feeling that you just don't know? You don't even know what you don't know about. There's just something there that nags you. Well, that is how I feel right now. I have a lot going on in my life. I am still confused about work. Do I like it? Do I hate it? It really depends on when you ask me and how my day has gone. It is fun sometimes, but it is also very stressful. Who knew putting people in jail could wear you down so much?
Then there is the wedding. I hate the question, 'So are you getting cold feet?' What are cold feet? Am I nervous about the wedding? Yes. Am I stressed about the wedding? Yes. Am I sad about the wedding? No. I do want to get married. I do want Aaron to be my husband. I do want to live with him the rest of my life. But forever is a long time. A lot can happen in forever. People can change in forever. This worries me, but it doesn't mean I don't want to get married.
Honestly, I am more nervous about things not coming together. Doing your own food and favors and decorations might save money, but it certainly adds to the stress. But hopefully, everything will come together and everything will be fine. Wish me luck!